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its long right, the title? yes thats true i dont hv any idea .. thats usually happened when i write on blog now im siting on window .. write this on my phone.. feel the night feel the wind and loneliness a few days ago i just want to posting something to here but im to lazy now here we go now .. this night.. i feel so lonely and i hv think about this im caring people.. but are they too? today at schl my chairmate just become mad bcause he got trouble with the teacher i asked why and he explain it and he said a few bad words then i said.. smile please? bigger please? and he did it im happy but not super happy ... some my friends will talk to me if theres something they need or know but after that they leave i think many people act like tht sometimes I just can't hold that feeling 2 days again I will get my mid report card maybe there's some subject that I will got bad score but I think I already do my best sometimes I'm happy, not satisfied and sad