IMO : Suicide

i think when i dont care i will really dont care about it
....
i think people who choose to suicide is the super stupid person
i think almost everyone ever think to suicide
i ever think about suicide
sometimes i feel like i want to suicide
"ah its seems better if i die"
ahaha that emotion!
but at that time, when i just think about it , i think if i die what would be people do and how people feeling? who will sad?  who will cry?  what will people do?
hahaha
ah i feel like i am the super very stupid person ever when i think about want to die or suicide haha
so many things that i want to do before i die
i wont die now :)

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